Fear of Sincerity
My heart can't slay still but I try my best to always be aware of when my heart is going somewhere it is not supposed to go.
I always fear that i am not sincere, but i am hopeful :< I don't fear it too much up to a point where i don't do anything at all. Some ppl might say, "what's the point of doing it if you're not sincere?"
I believe that sincerity is something that you pursue and not something that you wait for. If you wait for it, it will not come. Sincerity is a target. you have to go for it :') Sincerity requires a lot of effort and constant reminders. I constantly have to remind myself and i surround myself with ppl of reminders.
I believe that to remain sincere is my biggest struggle, until the day i die.
My heart always turns. With His help, i hope it turns towards the right direction.
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